If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

mouldau

Results for mep concert is back
and i am supposed to be playing.
I don't think i am either glad or relieved
its just that i can contine to lift up my head
yea now i finally understand why pride is so important to some people.
and now i finally saw that it is very important to me too.
Never felt that pride was that important to me
actually it was a mistake to go for the auditions
then i wouldnt have to care bout pride
then i wouldnt have to worry about catching up with my work
then i wouldnt have to complain.
then huiyan would get to play in that concert.
i promised my friend i would be a good girl
after strings concert.
ha yes been naughty this week.
but its not my fault that i am so larthargic right.
sighs. its all about pride.
i can't stand it
i have actually gotten into the vicious thing about pride.
Screwd rachel up today
feel so bad.
But the main thing is i cant play in front of so many pple
argh stage fright.
yes that reminds me of my own recitals.
Lets pray hard that mozart decides
to be nice that day.
Sighs, strings camp is tomorrow.
yes tomorrow.
meaning i have to miss my da chang jin
for 2 nights straight.
its the only hr of tv i get each day.
the only source of entertainment.
ah sheesh.
I'm half dead.
was so tempted to get an mc from the clinic just now.
but my concience just bugs me
not being able to concentrate during lectures
not being able to finish tutorials.
not being able to have time to study for tests.
Ah wells.
Here's the song where i got my blog add from.
should be v famous.
very nice piece that huiyan always plays.

Once Upon A December

Dancing bears,Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December


haha go figure out why i bolded those stuff.

posted by mel @ 5:53 PM