she
The first streaks of the morning sun
shone through the window,
Piercing her eyes sharply.
It reminded her of the angst, agony and hatred
burning inside her.
Like a fireball churning and churning,
exploding any moment soon.
Yet she still lay silently
as if waiting for her prey.
To be hurt many times by that carving knife
she is resistant to somemore hurt
and waiting to take her sweet revenge.
Revenge is always sweet, it is not ethical but it is nevertheless sweet. you can chide me for saying that but you know after someone has hurt you real bad in one way or another you just want to get your revenge. They say forgive and forget. But its definitely not easy to forgive and much less forget. After people have pierced your heart would you ever forget? No. I love to play the cold war game. Yet after I do that, why do I feel guilty? Ha. No I won't feel guilty ever again. This is my game and I will play it with you. If I ever speak to you ever again you should be cautious.
Oh man schools going to reopen soon. As much as i want to see my friends again as much as i don't wish to be back to school. JCTs, Chamber, MEP concert. I dread rehearsals because I don't want to miss anymore lessons and fall asleep during lessons. It feels terrible cause the teachers don't understand and you find yourself lost because of the lessons missed. Grrr.
posted by mel @ 11:24 AM
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