If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

Demoralised

I'm totally troubled. Yea I won't deny it. PW is in a big mess, and worst our idea is already being implemented by NTUC. I don't want to know how dead we are. Honestly. Dead. And people are still not being serious in the proj, and some demoralised by JCT results/ watch soccer in the wee hours of the morning. I think i will tget band 10 for PW. And the point is theres MEP concert and practises are like every wed and fri starting frm tomorrow all the way until the 22nd. I seriously don't know what to do.

I feel like tearing up the GPP and burning it up. Grr and I am really worried about MEP. I know my mum might tolerate my other subs failing but MEP i doubt so. And ms chew refuses to show me my paper. She say wait until next week. Cause we will be missing tutorials this week. Worst next monday they are going to return GP scripts too and maybe econs. PLEASE don't give me 3 huge blows in one day. I won't be able to take it, my mum won't be able to take it. See my classmate so upset about chemistry i also feel so sad. She said she called her mum and her mum didn't scold her and she cried in the LT. Its really ironic, nobody would want their parents to scold them but when they don't scold you feel kinda guilty like you let them down. Sighs. Spirits are really down, and i hate it when people come in keep saying they will fail and do so well. Don't they know it is so irritating?

ARGH. I don't harbour any hope about life anymore i wish some killer litter will just fall onto my head and kill me. In a very moody mood these days. Really troubled and stressed. Phew, my physics teacher didnt come and this mr lim guy took over. And he let us of so early. Can you imagine one class sharing one experiment? Ah wells. next monday will be the worst day of my life. god bless.

Btw. Thanks EU for asking me to eat lunch with you. hehx =)). Drank apple juice that turned brown so FAST. And reminiscing the past is real fun. And eu i think you seriously is hallucinating. Why don't i remember whatever you said. hahaha.

posted by mel @ 3:10 PM