If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

happiness

Been feeling rather happy this two days.
haha.
yes its very rare to be in such a happy mood.
For once strings wasnt torturous even though it was sectionals.
haha.
Played saint paul's the whole time,
Other than the hunger ,
It was rather fun.
Yes this is rare too.
Maybe cause my darling is with me,
haha.
Too bad his clothes kinda got wet today,
because of the rain when i hugged him on the way back from violin lessons to school.
My darling was very nice to me during violin lesson
despite having not practised for eons
my teacher praised me for improving
but she said she is going to extend my lesson to 1 and a 1/2 hr from next week
Which is really dreadful.
I didn't eat lunch nor dinner again
i think last week i didnt too
if i remembered correctly.
Ya i was starving during sectionals
but the hunger pangs just disappeared
and to make things worst
there was this fat indian guy and this chinese guy smoking non stop
i almost died
until i shifted to sit wth the Yr 2s.
Yea!
I don't have to help during guitar concert
which means i can watch in peace.
hehe.
Audtitions for mep concert is tomorrow
i don't harbour much hope,
theres like 50++ violinists tomorrow.
Haha.
Yes thats why i am not practising my smetana now.
i am tired.
Its fun leading a busy life.
Forget whatever thats on my mind.
The profiling test is right,
I am overly concerned about how others may feel
that its so hard for me to make a decision.
Should i follow where my heart brings me?
i hope so.

posted by mel @ 9:03 PM