nothingness
thisisjustoneofthetimesifeellikebloggingaboutnothing.Thereisn'treallymuchtosaybecausemylifeisoverlyroutine.
theresnothingmuchnewforyoutoknow.
whatswrongwithbeingsecond?
idon'tknow.
whatssoscaryaboutsilence?
idontknow.
whydoihatetearsrollingdownmyface.
whydoifindthemasignofweakness?
whydoihatebeingweak?
iwannabestrong.
iwannahanginthere.
ineedyourloveforme.
ineedyoutobethere.
idon'tneedshowersofgifts.
allineedisyourprescence.
ineedeveryoneofyou.
youareallsoimportantinmylife.
whymusttherebedistinctionsaboutwhoistheleader?
whymusttherebeareasonforeverythingtohappen?
whydoesitfeelliketheworldiscrashinguponme.
idon'tfeardeath.
ifearmyselfishnesswouldcausegreathurttoeveryone.
idon'tdoubtyou.ionlydoubtmyself.
iaintverysaint.iaintveryemotionallystable.
butforyoursakeijusttrytobestrong.
iwishtheworldwouldjustendortimewouldstop.
itsmondayagain.
noitcan'tbe.
whydoistillseeaheapoftutorialsaroundme.
justlikethesea.
ican'ttypewithspacesbetweenmywords.
causethisisthewaymylifeisgoing.nonstop.
keepmewarmwhenitiscold.l
ightupacandlewhenitisdark.
justbethereformewhenineedyou.
don'teverleaveme.
iwillbeheretoo.
justcalloutmyname.
iwouldbesomewherenearyou.
loveissomethingablindmancanseeandadeafmancanhear.
itcanonlybefeltthroughtheheart.
godwhereareyou.
showmeyouaresomewherearound.
i'veseenmiraclesyoucreatebutmylifeisstillinamess.
pleasegivemetimetosmile.pleasegivemetimetolearnhowtolovesomeonemore.
pleasesendmeanangeltodrymytears.
ipraytoyounotformyselfbuteveryoneelse.
pleasejustbethere.
andbemyguidingstar.
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