If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

she said

Is it really important to be the best she ponders today. She wanted to be but nothing works the way she wants it to be... Since she can't be she wonders why she made that choice. All she can do now is to keep her promise. She has taken the 1st step to be only committed to you yes you. Damn. Much against her will she doesn't have much of a choice. There's no rule that you have to be the best to perform, but in this society that is the rule. Her existance is not really very important anymore.

She asks if she can stop. Stop taking anymore tests and exams. And better stop taking the test of life. She doesn't wish to live till her wrinkles appear and white hair appear. She crapped alot wth her friends today. She was killed in the battle field. And she will die even a worst death tomorrow. She hasnt started studying those crap. But just kill her and bury her. thanks

posted by mel @ 5:25 PM