Saturday, June 03, 2006

sleepless

Yawns so sleepy. haha. And i realised i aint a very deep sleeper. gave someone a very early morning call. Apparantly his LOUD BLASTING alarm couldnt wake him up... so i have offocially become the living alarm clock. ok but please don't start calling me to wake you up. haha. Its only a special service to certain people. I wanted to say a long chunk of things but being sleepy i just went OI WAKE UP. haha.

Had a queer dream but nvm. I am very tired after my violin lesson. my back is breaking. ever since the string camp my back has been in a very terrible state. hmph. okok. i am lazy to type. lets have a song here.

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep

I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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