If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

tomorrow

I'm super duper stressed out
fell asleep during Gp for at least half an hour or maybe more.
Not that i could help it
but my eyes just closed unvoluntarily.
even when they were watching some funny video clip,
i couldnt even keep myself awake to watch it.
and during a particular part of the lesson
i received a sms that string ends at 9+ tomorrow.
I won't be able to take it anymore.
as in i cant take it anymore.
It sucks.
My physics teacher was also trying to wake me up during lesson.
how embarassing.
while most pple are so awake
i am sleeping.
Why must our concert be so late??
I don't have anymore energy left for mep concert.
In fact i dont have any more energy for strings concert.
It sucks not being able to do ur tutorials
nor study for tests.
and you have to stay in school until so bloody late.
I know we HAVE to PRACTISE.
everyone KNOWs that.
But i'm totally burnt out already.
And the point is i dont feel like doing anything else
except SLEEP.
Sounds like a pig.
But i am really on the verge of breaking down.
actually i already have.
but i don't want it to happen again...
i wish my teachers would just understand.
I love my classmates.
I have not really laughed so heartily for quite some time.
they really can make me laugh. all the crappy things they say.
today they were especially gossipy.
i am really mad
i am using the name "chopin" on my class jersey.
gosh.
anyways. they are really a great bunch of pple.
alrights.
yawns. i am falling asleep right in front of the screen.
bye

posted by mel @ 3:07 PM