Wednesday, June 07, 2006

the way you want it

It was just another sleepless night again,
I wanted to lay in bed even after my alarm sounded,
I didn't want to wake up this world again.
I wonder why i even bothered to shed those tears last night,
as if you would care.
Let me grant you your wish to start today a brand new day.
The tears that i had for you
i have shed.
Since its so easy for you to say start a brand new day,

i will.
theres nothing much left in me other than bitterness,
hy you are right
No one can be trusted in this w0rld
everyone should be placed at one arm length away.
Anyway before that there wasn't even much left inside.
My faith have been broken
after these 16 + years of my life.


"We were dreamers not so long ago.
But one by one we all had to grow up.
And it seems the magic slipped away"
-- modified frm josh groban's believe.

In the past when our eyes still shone,
when we were skipping to everywhere we went,
jumping and active
when we believed in fairytales
when we dreamed about things adult deemed stupid.
When the world seem so colourful
when there was nothing but happiness.
we had to grow up.
Where the world seem like a dreaded place,
where happiness was nothing but a word.
Where life just seems so dull
where our friends just seem so distant
where many questions surface
unanswered.

Since you want it this way
I let you have it
Because I know you will be safe and sound
with your friends
the very many of them you tell me about
the very many sleepovers you have.
Funny you actually can tell me that
when i tell you i am lonely
and all you tell me to do
is to go find my own friends.
And when i do get close to my friends
you say you are jealous.
like does this make any sense?
nevermind.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARTHINI!!!

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